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I have no idea where I am or how I got here. I do know it's cold, and I'm so very tired. Watching this rope I've been dangling from, unraveling a little more every day. Finally realizing the dark truth; sometimes holding on is harder than letting go.

Take a step back.  Fucking look at yourself.  You are human.  You are beautiful.  You are so beautiful.  And you can be anything.  You can be everything.  Do not hate because someone broke your heart, or because your parents split up, your best friend betrayed you, your father hit you, the kid down the street called you fat, ugly, stupid, worthless.  Do not concern yourself with things you cannot control.  Cry when you need to, then let go when it's time.  Don't hang onto painful memories just because you're afraid to forget.  Let go of things that are in the past.  Forget things that aren't worth remembering.  Stop taking things for granted.

I'm in a place I never thought I'd be Don't have the strength To fight anymore Or a reason not to leave So tell me why I still keep holding on To something I just cannot see My world is falling apart I'm at the end of my rope I can't find any hope How do I try one more time When it's just not in my heart I'm not afraid Of living alone I was alone before he came Still I just can't walk away I've been in love Many times before But this time's not the same When it goes this deep And feels this strong I can't convince myself That this love is wrong I just can't walk away

There are things in life that a person just knows.  Things in life that we can't control, like when we fall in love and when to let go.  These are things we can't learn by taking a class.  Things we can't learn from reading a book.  They are just facts somehow instilled somewhere deep in our soul.  At first these things may be hard to understand. They can be difficult to accept.  Though as the years go by and our knowledge grows, so does our understanding of how the world just goes.  We find peace in the realization that we each have a purpose here.  A purpose larger than us, which we are obligated to fulfill.  It is then and only then that w